Saturday, January 10, 2015

My Life In A Nutshell

I am a mix of an introvert and extrovert.
My introvert side has some solid social skills
and I enjoy going to parties
but after a period of time I wish I was at my apartment
In my pajamas. I prefer to devote my
social energy to close friends, and family.
I tend to listen more than I talk,
I think before I speak, and I feel as if
I express myself better in writing than
In a conversation. I do not like conflicts or tension.
And sometimes fear small talk,
But truly enjoy deep discussions.
  
But when you get to know me, the actual me
You’ll learn I like to go on adventures too
And cruise along the streets on my longboard
I enjoy late night runs to taco bell.
I am always down for doing something
But I’m also okay with staying back
and watching a good movie

or hockey game on tv.

When I love, I love hard. 
I cherish those in my life and never let them go
even if things aren't ideal. I have a hard time finding
words to my feelings, but that doesn't mean I 
don't have any. I love to joke around but can be 
serious when it's appropriate. I believe the worst feeling
in the world is missing someone you love, because
there's no medications or anything you can take to make 
that heartbreak feeling go away. The only thing you can
do is distract yourself, even then distractions don't 
always help, maybe only for a temporary time. But that 
feeling is still always there, wishing that that one person
was with you. Sleep doesn't help either, because
you begin to dream about them since you miss them
so much. There's no escape, nothing. Missing someone
is the worst feeling ever. Yet, it is blessings to be able 
to miss someone, because it shows you have somebody in 
your life you truly care about. 

Monday, January 5, 2015

No "Good" in "Goodbye"

There's absolutely no good in saying goodbye. I hate goodbyes. Why do we meet such amazing people only for us to have to go through the pain and heartbreak of saying bye. I truly do not like saying "goodbye", I will try and say "see you later" or "see you around" but goodbye is a complete oxymoron. It's very special though to have such sad feelings when saying bye to someone. Why? Because we've been blessed so much with their presence in our lives and it's not everyday that we get to have those kinds of people in our life. I've been blessed with those types of people, and even with knowing that it doesn't make saying bye any easier.