Wondering Mind

My heart is full, full of love, grief, compassion, and pain. I’ve been blessed, and I’ve been through some unfortunate heartache. I often think of why certain matters happen, or the reason of the matters happening, and at the moment it doesn’t always make sense. Even as time has past, some things still don’t make sense to me. Yet I know someday it will, but it doesn’t make it any easier. “The mind replays what the heart can’t delete.” My mind still wonders and overthinks every little thing. Sometimes I think about these things, because I’m scared. I’m scared of what could happen. I know there’s nothing that can be done about it though. That’s life.